Who wants a piece of me?

So today was Thanksgiving. I felt very American. We had turkey for the first time and a lot of my favorite traditional Hispanic dishes were noticeably missing. I normally wouldn't mind, but you don't understand how much I crave Hispanic food now that I live on Long Island. A man can eat so many hamburgers and hot dogs. It was slightly disappointing, but the food was still good.

Sleeping here reminds me of how much I miss the city. Don't get me wrong, nothing is wrong with Stony Brook, but you get homesick once in a while and you start to miss the city. I can't wait till the semester is over and we have a month long break. I'm persuading my mom to buy one of those couches with a bed in it, because my back can't take this seriously uncomfortable couch and I won't survive a month lol.

Well tomorrow is black Friday and I can't wait to get some deals. I'll get to meet up with great friends I don't get to see often. Nothing beats camping out with friends in the early morning cold.

Happy Thanksgiving yall.

Well, this week was a ginormous busy bitch so I pretty much forgot what happened last weekend, so I'll skip to this week. My neighbor has apparently started having massive amounts of sex. Now, why would I care? Well, these walls are practically paper thin and holy shit these bitches go at it like animals. I woke up at 3 o'clock in the morning to have my knee literally raped. While they were sexing, the walls were pounding against my knee, over and over again. It was disgusting and there was nothing I could do about it. Of course added with the wonderful sounds of the bitch wailing like she's being raped by the biggest penis in the universe.

Anyway yesterday was fun. We all partied and nearly got caught by the RA. She knocked on our door and hid outside the peep hole, so the kid opened the door and found the RA hiding on the floor. He was like "OH HI LILY, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE". So that was pretty much our cue to start hiding shit. We all scrambled and she pushed the door open and was like "Hey, what are you guys doing, I heard bottles. And what's up with the giant table in the middle?". It was obviously for beer pong, but thank god we were done so all that was left on the table were cards. My friend and I immediately jumped in front of the giant garbage bag full of bottles and started to play a card game. The RA then joined in and started playing with us, haha. She eventually leaves and we all just die of laughter. That was so close and well played on our part I must say. We later went to play drunk (I wasn't drunk, don't worry) super Mario bros Wii, which is so fucking fun with four people.

College life is great. Even though I had to give up a lot to get here, I don't regret it.

8pm-4am doing computer science homework.

Yay. So I wonder what are the chances I'll wake up for writing tomorrow?

Saturday was awesome, but I'll tell you about it when I'm not on the verge of passing out.

I really hate this part about me. I came to college with the intent on changing. I was thrilled to get a new start.

"I'll finally get away from all the people I hated in high school and meet a bunch of awesome new people.

It turns out, I have a ginormous personality flaw - I always look for the bad in people, and I hate that about myself. Everyone always have to be egotistical, arrogant, ignorant, fake...etc. I just don't understand why I do it. I don't know, maybe I have some kind of social disorder, but people just really freaking annoy me. When I find someone who I can stand, it's like the second coming of Jesus. I told myself I would change, but I guess that's just me.

I probably just set unrealistic standards when it comes to people I associate myself with. Or maybe I'm just constantly surrounded by unlikable people. It's probably the first.

Well, anyway - If you're one of the few people I like, thanks for being my second coming of Jesus.

Paper, project and midterm all due tomorrow, so no real update for today. Sorries.

Waddup bitches and hoes. I think I will start updating this again. It might be interesting to document my college years and will be something cool to use to keep in touch with the few people in high school I care about.

....starting tomorrow. What? I'm tired.

Oh my god, school starts tomorrow, I'm so excited... no.

Well, it's the last day of the vacation, so of course I'm doing vacation homework.

I know that's all hella interesting, but I'll edit this when I'm done with my homework. =D

Well, I had more worked than expected, so I'll edit this tomorrow. Until then go here. http://freerice.com/index.php It's an awesome charity and you can practice up on your SAT words as well. =D I've donated 1200 grains, but have to stop to finish my English homework... You kind of feel bad though when you miss a word. The thought of my stupidity causing starvation nerves me. >.>

Ugh, I'm sick, doing bad in all my classes and to add to the crap sandwich that is my day, I'm moving to Staten Island in a few months.

It should be no surprise to anyone that my AP American History teacher hates me, but to add even more proof I will tell you what happened today. Well, he randomly gave out free candy to make a point about god knows what, cause to be honest, I was paying attention. Well everybody gets a piece of candy....everyone except me. He apparently "forgot" me. Now, I know what you're thinking. Maybe he honestly didn't notice me. I sit near the front and he clearly gave one to the girl to the right of me and then went straight to the person to the left of me.... Now, if this isn't blatant bullshit, then I don't know what is. Fuck the candy, it's his douchebaggery that pisses me off.

Lately adults seem to just piss me off. Maybe it's their complete unnecessary rudeness, (Points at Ms. Schoenfeld)Their idiotic ways. (Mr. Wittlin) or they act like they have their period EVERYDAY. (Ms. Lebedinsky). Hell, god knows I'm in no hurry to grow up, but the bullshit you have to take from adults simply for being young is really starting to annoy me.

Hey my buddies and pals.

For the first time in three years, my school has created a program for me that I actually like without needing to bring my mom up to start bitching. Of course I didn't get enough sleep so I had a headache and the first thing I did when I get home was take a nap. BUT NOW I'M REFRESHED...and ready to do homework... Yeah, first day right? Fun. Also, we have a report due Monday, which we apparently had known since before Christmas. I swear to god, I never know what goes on in that class.

Speaking of which, the teacher undoubtedly hates me for reasons unknown. Ok, I get it, I talked a lot the second and third marking period. That was two months ago.. leave me alone. If you could just see the desk incident that happened today. There were no empty desks so I grabbed a chair and started placing it down when he tells me to quickly take a seat... what the hell did he think I was doing? Ok fine, I place it down and he says No, I don't want you to facing strange objects. (Yeah I know, wtf. He called my friends strange objects, lol) I don't know in what world he's living in, but I was obviously going to face the seat towards him. Why would I face it backwards? I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND. Fine, I don't even say a word to him and start taking a desk and moving it...and yet again he has something to say. "Leave the desk right there, facing me". WHAT THE HELL. I was obviously going to face you. Of course the next kid arrives late, he tells him to find a seat and that's that. But with me...no you have to make this whole big deal about it. RAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

It's really freaking cold in here. The heat stopped working. No matter how high I put it, it just won't go up. (That's what she said... o.O) With nobody home I'll have to call the landlords and it's always really awkward when I have to speak with them cause they don't really speak English well... and the conversation just ends up being a bunch of hand signals mixed with some mumbling and confusion. Yeah... not looking forward to that. And what's up with the word landlord? I just noticed how annoying it is. Makes me feel like a peasant or something.

To end it off... I'M FINALLY A SENIOR, SO SUCK IT BITCHES!!!

Life...feels unfair, doesn't it?

It seriously needs to stop raining.

I promised myself I would get a haircut, but of course I saved it for the last day, in which I had no time due to finals and essays. My hair is so long, it's like an entity that's devouring my head. I can't control it and that freaks out my OCD.

Enough about that, what am I doing up at 2:00 oclock you say? Well, 50% because of studying/procrastinating, and 50% because college now is over so I get to wake up later. Wooo. But seriously, I don't like having too much time, I end up just wasting it... like right now for instance. I really want a job.

Junior year term 1 is almost over, and I have to say it's definitely the most fun I've had in high school. There's nothing like having friends that come together to talk shit about nearly everyone they know.

P.S. If you already broke your new years resolution, then that says a lot about you. You know who you are.

Blah blah blah?

I brought something, it broke, I need to return it, but I can't find the receipt. Fuck.

But yeah, today sucked uber ass. I had to go through the garbage looking for the fucking receipt and I have new respect for sanitation workers, and new disrespect for my disgusting family. Seriously people, I found some really nasty shit in there, and I didn't even find that damn receipt.

Anyways, back to studying logs, so I can fail tomorrows test.

Awesome

Warning: This is going to be hella boring since I don't really have anything to say, I just need to update this.

Anyways, I conjured a plan that will make me immune to Rodriguez's bullshit. I'm going to sell the fund raising candy for Arista, then once I'm done with the box, I'm going to add my own candy to the box. That's honest right? And I swear if he tells me anything I'm going to unleash the ignorant spic inside me that pretty much nobody has ever seen before, and mark my words, there will be hell to pay.

P.S. And just because I have to; What the fuck is up with printers these days? Can't you just freaking work? I put the paper in, you don't suck the paper in, the tell me there's a paper jam. Does that making fucking sense Mr. printer? No, it doesn't. I should break you over Rodriguez's head and that would solve two of my problems at once.

Hmm, I should seek psychiatric help, but naahhhh.

Oh, well look at that. I guess I did have stuff to say....

P.P.S, or P.S.S What is it? whatever, that's not important. Just wanted to say, Ashley Tisdale... I don't like you.

Hurray for Capitalism! (and Stupidity) So, on Sunday I went to Nintendo World in Manhattan to the Super Mario Galaxy event. Basically it had music, dancing, wii games and it was just freaking fun. So at midnight they began selling Nintendo Wiis and Mario Galaxy. Of course, I brought two Wiis since they are incredibly hard to find in stores, and now I'm going to sell them on ebay because they are going for 100 dollars more than the original price. Yeah! I also brought the game since that was the point of the event and I got a free shirt which I wore to school today. I know what you're thinking... and yes, I am THAT cool.

The uncool part was the constant fear of getting robbed or raped by people on the train at 1 oclock, which reminds me; Emos scare me.

That is all.

Today, I went to the dentist, and that wasted a lot of my time. For people out there that have bad teeth... don't get braces. Just deal with it, because braces are a living hell. That's my tip of the day! =)

Anyway, what I really wanted to talk about was this video that me laugh, even though I wasn't suppose to laugh. This is a real video that they actually show in churches around the world. I'm not one of those close-minded people that attack religion, but this is simply not the way to go to try and convert someone.

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=e10543891fd2e7277d15

I've come across a new site. http://www.tshirthell.com/hell.shtml These shirts are freaking awesome, so if you love me.... now you know how to show it... Haha, just kidding, but I really do love those shirts.

P.S. I saw the most disgusting video just now. I'm probably not allowed to show it here, but if you want to see it, I'll show you in a private message. Be warned, it has about 5 seconds of nudity, but trust me... you won't be worrying about that...

Ehhh, bed time.

Holy shit, I found my old Xanga blog from when I was 12 years old. That's so surreal. I looked back and read some of my entries and it's the funniest thing. I love that I even remember most of those things happening. Don't ask for a link because it's just too embarrassing, lol.

Oh, just for your information, the PSAT was way easier than last year. Probably because I learned more, or because I knew what what was coming, but all I know is that it made me feel a bit calmer about taking the SATs.

Tomorrow is Friday and I'm going out with my friends finally. Yeah, I need to do laundry... I have no clothes. So, let me go do that now.

Tomorrow I'm taking the PSAT. You see, usually I really wouldn't give a crap because it's not very important, but after my horrendous score of 1260 last year, I really need to actually try, otherwise I'll be screwed when the Real SATs come around. Everybody with your damn 1550 can be all nice and relaxed, but not me... Dammit. I know the SAT is not as big of a deal as it's made out to be, but I would like to do decent. You know?

I did nothing today. I got home, went to bed and woke up at 7.... Thank god, there are no classes tomorrow, or I would have been in a sticky situation. Ha, I love that expression.

Oh, almost forget. I made myself a real dinner today! And it didn't burn or taste like crap.! It wasn't frozen or can food either, real food! I'm so proud of myself. If you knew me, you would know that's a big deal.

Ok, So I've been selling candy for two years, and everything is nice and fine. Not a single person ever confronted me about doing it in school, but suddenly today the retarded ass security guard, Rodriguez said he wanted to see what was in my bag... So I gave him the freaking bag and he said to me "I know this candy is not all for you. You know you can't sell candy in school." So before I could even make up any kind of excuse(lie) he called the dean up and they told me that if I brought candy to school again I would be suspended. What the freaking hell is that? No, let the kids who sneak in crack to school and beat the crap out of some Freshman have fun, but no! Suspend the kid with the candy. Really, what runs through these people's minds? I have never interrupted any classes, and he really had no right to come up to. He seriously told on me. A grown man told on me... How pathetic. Oh, but if I was waving the Puerto Rican flag and screaming Boricua, I'm sure he would just leave me alone, but I would never degrade myself enough to admit that I'm PuertoRican...

Yeah... I love it that I have a test in a class where we have taken literally one page of notes for the past 40 days. You just have to love the Public education system.

Woot, I passed my driver's test, and it was easy as hell. I really don't care too much. I don't plan on actually driving that much, but it just feels good to have one.

It was really hot today, but it was freezing yesterday. I don't understand this weather. It's global warming I tell you... Just ask Al Gore.


P.S. I love Biola for putting the horse was a dog on the practice question.

Well, tomorrow is my driver's permit test and I've only read a few important pages from the book, which is all I think I really need to read anyway. Once I get that, my mom said she'll finally teach me how to drive, and I'm really not looking forward to that, since I'm sure she's going to go insane.... I really don't even know what's the point of getting my permit.. she's never going to let me drive anyway. I guess I just want to get it over with.

My myspace was hijacked... that's freaking annoying. Whoever you are, I'm going to find you and eat your babies.

Which reminds me... I'm still hungry..

Well, today my mom's friend and her son came over my house. To my surprise I wasn't annoyed. They're actually pretty cool. It beats staying home and doing nothing, I can tell you that.

This break went too fast. Tomorrow is already Monday and I feel like I have accomplished nothing. I really need to start going out more, because I'm going to go crazy just sitting in the house all day when ever I have a break. Although, most of the time I feel like staying home, it's time for a change.

I'm beginning to be hungry all the time... That's a problem...

There's my random entry of the day.